Seek Me

Tuesday Truth in Deep Love🤗❤️🙏

“I have not left you, but I am here teaching you inwardly, procuring a place of purity in which to rest My head. Tend to Me, My people! Come to My sweet abyss of love. Seek Me with the burning fire within your heart and never cease until you are found!!”(From Jesus to Gianna below)

Opening up fully to Jesus takes a level of humility that often eludes me. More than often, really. There probably isn’t a waking hour that goes by where I don’t have thoughts of “putting someone in their place,” when putting someone “in their place” is far from anything Jesus asks of us.
I pray about this, but I probably dwell on it more than I pray about it, so maybe that’s the whole “problem.” Suspending my own ego enough to let Him in to the point where I can fully forgive and let go. There are “bullies” out there who hurt others intentionally, and it’s hard to not want to approach such people from the place where they are, but does Jesus not call us to “rise above all of that?”
Our pastor, Father Matt, gave a homily this past week about “prostration.” That means “lying flat on one’s face, or to bow low and touch one’s face to the ground.” It said to be the “ultimate gesture of submission and worship.”
I’ve done this before, but never as a routine as I know many saints have done, but maybe it’s time to give this type of prayer some consideration, because my current daily routines aren’t getting me there.
Fortunately, I do have humble mentors out there, whether they know they’re mentors or not, who do lead by example in ways that I’m not quite “ready” to do, but hopefully writing this will “trigger” the ambition in me to seek that level of humility. To “prostrate myself” before Him, that I can forgive, and let Him judge as only He is fit to judge. To allow Him deeply enough into my soul that I can fully “practice what I preach,” as I try to walk with others in peaceful harmony.
I don’t know if this will happen today, tomorrow, or the next day, but it’s something I want to plant in my head and to maintain an awareness and consciousness of, that I might attain self improvement in “little ways,” as the humblest of saints have taught us to do. To rest in His Love and become confident enough in Him, that I might remain “all in, and totally His” like I claim to every day. We’re all “works in progress,” and likely will be, until the day we leave this earth. Please pray for me, and I will pray for you. That we all might reach a level of humility that draws many to Him, for He will in fact guide us Home, for He is The Way, The Truth, and The Life, and there will never be a more perfect place to rest, than fully and totally in Him. It’s all in the love we share. Through, with, and in Him.❤️🙏
(Reflection by Kenny Meek)

Message from Jesus to Gianna Talone Sullivan, I am Your Jesus of Mercy Vol IV
SEEK ME
(1992, No date given)
My dear one, the fire of My love flames within those souls
who seek Me. The indefinable love, which teaches and inspires interiorly, becomes the love which speaks outwardly.
When you sit quietly and contemplate My words of love, your soul is suspended high into the abyss of love. You then dive into the core of Mercy’s dwelling, the core of My heart, also the core where My wounds exist. The area of pain and sorrow is also the area of joy and love. Happy they who dwell in the house of the Lord where the Merciful Heart is exposed for all man’s salvation!
Bless your wounds by dressing Mine with your love. Be graced with My affection, and persevere to seek the truth of My love. Rest, persevere, and you will obtain your dream of love Whom you cannot find.
I have not left you, but I am here teaching you inwardly, procuring a place of purity in which to rest My head. Tend to Me, My people! Come to My sweet abyss of love. Seek Me with the burning fire within your heart and never cease until you are found!!
How many of My people are afraid to seek Me, and they grow fearful. All that is necessary is a humble, honest heart, willing to receive My love as a brother, sister, spouse or child.
My dear people, do not give up hope! As long as you are of mortal body, you will feel heaviness of the heart. You will not always continue in a fervent desire of virtue, but do not give up hope. Continue to persevere and seek Me. Bear, with patience, this abandonment and aridity until you are graced with a deliverance from your anguish. It is good, at moments such as these, to humble yourself to exterior actions, doing good works and persevere for the glory to come. Not all can maintain a grace of spiritual ecstasy!
Contemplate how your sufferings now are minor, compared to the glory which is to come for you. In this light, you will be able to persevere, seek and love Me with the burning grace of My love. This is the ultimate peace and union of oneness to obtain. Be always searching the truth and adore Me in a Eucharistic silence.
My love is burning for you, and My sufferings of love for you will never cease until the glory of your happiness is united in the glory of the Triune God. Peace and blessings of the Father of Truth and Mercy. Ad Deum.

Success

Sunday Truth in Deep Love🤗❤️🙏

“Lose your life for My sake and you shall find it. I am speaking of your human, mortal life AWAY from Me. Succeed in Me! Be last and you shall be first. This is an INTENTIONAL failure, seeking and following My Way. Not having is the way to receive Eternal Life’s success! Your culture today does not permit for this kind of behavior. Thus I tell you, what is impossible with humans is possible through Me. For I am the Way, and I am Happiness, and I am Success! Do not see Me as an instrument of your happiness, but see Me as the intrinsic way of life that you seek for your own sake.”(From Jesus to Gianna below)

“The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.” Psalm 23

God doesn’t put us on this earth to make money and to win trophies and prizes. He does put us through trials and tribulations that we might humble ourselves, drop our egos, and hopefully find our way to becoming helpers. Ironically, success on “this earth” tends to be measured in how much we can “get.” “Whoever dies with the most toys wins.” But success in God’s Kingdom has way more to do with what we give than what we “get.”
God has a place and a plan for every one of us, but it’s going to be difficult to follow if our head is in the wrong game. Pursuing the very things of this world rather than “giving back,” and rendering all Glory unto Him. The things of this world die when we do, but what we render unto Him brings good to all things for all eternity, and that’s a beautiful thing.
We tend to get wrapped up in “financial struggles,” and temporary things that are real in the moment, but hold not one bit of value in the eternal sense, yet God totally has our back in the eternal sense through what we do render unto Him. Faith, hope, love and charity go a long way to keeping our hearts, souls, and minds fully in Him as we navigate the waters of pride and greed, but service in humility is the only way to eternal success, and that, we not only get to take with us when we die, but the effects of that service remain here long after we die.
Our “miracles” lie not in our luxuries, but in our humility, and God will remain in us, and with us if we but give our lives to Him as He gave our lives, as well as His own, to us. It’s way more than a trade off, and our eternity depends upon whom we follow.
God has our backs if we but remain in Him, through prayer, service and deep love, and if we keep our focus on Him, He will truly lead us on the path to heaven, where we are guaranteed an eternity that’s all in, and totally His. It’s the only “life” that matters in the end. May it be a life of love. His Truth, in deep love. Your soul is precious to Him. May the love we render unto Him bring us an eternity of peace, as we walk each other Home. It will change our lives, and we will be more than glad at the end of this life that we lived this way, for His love is perfection. It’s all that matters.❤️🙏
(Reflection by Kenny Meek)

Message from Jesus to Gianna Talone Sullivan, I am Your Jesus of Mercy Vol IV
SUCCESS
(7/20/92)
My dear one, today I would like My people to know how
I desire intimate happiness to be their way of life! I do not wish My people to seek emptiness or failure. I wish for them to be happy and at peace. Do not lose your sense of self.
Use the talents and gifts given to you. Invest in a success that is of God, instead of investing in a worship of success through various means enmeshed in performance!
Lose your life for My sake and you shall find it. I am speaking of your human, mortal life AWAY from Me. Succeed in Me! Be last and you shall be first. This is an INTENTIONAL failure, seeking and following My Way. Not having is the way to receive Eternal Life’s success! Your culture today does not permit for this kind of behavior. Thus I tell you, what is impossible with humans is possible through Me. For I am the Way, and I am Happiness, and I am Success! Do not see Me as an instrument of your happiness, but see Me as the intrinsic way of life that you seek for your own sake.
You are like fine cloth woven in My love! I ask you not to immunize yourself against your own failings. See it as a growth in My love and a growth in your humility to exemplify My love in purity.
I love you so and hope you will see that My desire for you is happiness. I am happy when you are happy! I want you to never lose sight of the truth. I ask My Father’s protection on you because of your innocence. Do not lose sight of the truth or allow the evil one to pollute your visual clarity. Stay close to Me, at all costs, through your faith. Believe in me, and failure will not exist because you will believe in yourself. treat yourself as if you are Me because I am in you!! Be kind to yourself, and you will be kind to Me. Love yourself tenderly, even through your failures, and you will love Me. Seek to serve others and you will be serving Me.
Love yourself purely, but do not deceive yourself and take pride or boast in yourself. Boast in God and, if you live in Me, you will live humble ways and boast in the pure of heart and tend to My lowly. Peace to you.

The Poor

Saturday Truth in Deep Love🤗❤️🙏

“Do not try to escape this path of love to the least of Mine, for you strip your own humanity of dignity, which will ultimately return, henceforth, back to you. Learn from one another. Seek the face of God and adore Him in all. My people live for and by monetary means. I tell you to live for, by and through Me!! Give wholeheartedly of yourself. My people today are becoming poorer and poorer.”(From Jesus to Gianna below)

Time, talent, and treasure. These are the resources most of us have to give to others, and if we’re doing what God calls us to do, we find ways to give what we have of these things back to Him in the form of love for others.
It’s one thing to be a “philanthropist,” attending functions and giving money to the needy here and there, or giving a check or credit card to a “top heavy” charity, yet many of us are not always in a financial position to give in that kind of way, and that’s more than ok, because giving money doesn’t put us in the “trenches” where the love we give truly lives. To get down and dirty in those “trenches” and give from the depths of our souls as Mother Teresa, Mother Cabrini, or Gianna did when she left her corporate job and sold what she had to start Mission of Mercy which provides real free health care for many.
Love starts small, and begins with touching real souls in need up close and personal. Looking them in the eyes and putting ourselves in their shoes that we might truly live and feel the connection to God that happens when charity is manifested at its roots. Deep connections where love and gratitude flow both ways. This is the kind of love that’s eternal, and something that our souls will deeply appreciate in the eternal sense whether we realize it or not in our “earthly state.” Love is forever, everything else will return to the dust from whence it came, and if we find “little ways” to make love happen, then our souls will be all the better for it.
As the world grows darker, we need to get down on our knees and ask God to reveal our true purpose that He has laid out for us, and to turn it into a passion. A passion that passes all understanding as we help bring peace to this world where chaos and detriment exist.
I can tell you that the “first days” in the “trenches” are rarely easy, but if we remain in a state of deep prayer at every opportunity, God will indeed reward our souls by returning the love back to us through those to whom we give. And that can make for a very happy state of being, and render unto us glimpses of heaven as we give from the deepest parts of our souls. There’s no better way too keep our souls in a state that’s “all in, and totally His,” than through tangible service in deep love. God’s Kingdom on earth is alive and well, and we are called to be custodians of that Kingdom, that every soul we touch might experience His Love through us, and that we might again experience that love in return. To walk each other “Home,” is what we’re here to do. May we do it all the love we can muster. We’ll be glad we did for a very, very long time.❤️🙏
(Reflection by Kenny Meek)

Message from Jesus to Gianna Talone Sullivan, I am Your Jesus of Mercy Volume IV
THE POOR
(7/19/92)
My dear one, today I would like to speak of the poorest of the poor. You live in a society of people who should live together in love, in union of harmony and in peace, but it is not that way. My people are poor, poor in spirit: lacking the charitable gifts; searching for the touch of love, acceptance, and the thirst for truth, peace, harmony. Even My people who have the gift of more than others are poorer than the poor.
First, look to your own family. Look in-house to your brothers and sisters. See how poor they are and charitably give yourself. Forgive and accept with love. Remember the way of My Mother! Follow Her way, and She will lead you into the wounds of My Heart where My mercy exits. Her way, again, is to listen, to assist, to love and to pray. If you begin, thus, first with your own sisters and brothers, then you can tend to the poor existing outside your walls. Then identify yourself with the poor of My people you serve, because you are as poor!
Share the wonder of My love. Remember what I have taught you. Your vocation is not your career or profession in life. Your vocation is that you belong to Me!
My people are losing their human dignity. My people are poor, and lack the desire to utilize their gift of faith. Serve My people. Give to them yourself! Give to them a humble heart of love. Do not try to escape this path of love to the least of Mine, for you strip your own humanity of dignity, which will ultimately return, henceforth, back to you. Learn from one another. Seek the face of God and adore Him in all. My people live for and by monetary means. I tell you to live for, by and through Me!! Give wholeheartedly of yourself. My people today are becoming poorer and poorer.
It is time for all to awaken to this disastrous devastation about to eliminate humanity from the face of the earth!
Please! Please, My dear people, you are all suffering. I have many lovers for My heavenly kingdom, but few who are willing to bear My Cross and serve the needs of others, especially My poorest of poor in the poverty of love. Do not choose whom you would prefer to love, to serve; but, without prejudice, serve and love all because, whether they acknowledge My love or not, I exist in and amongst them.
Only those who willingly condemn My love through their last breath condemn their own soul.
My love is enduring, and saves up until your last breath.
Therefore, My beloved, begin to love at home, and it will be easier to love the outside. The more you love your family and all those you meet in your life, the more deep will be your love for Me. For you cannot say you love Me, and then not show this same love for My people. ALL ARE OF ME. If you love Me, you will love them, regardless of sin.
Peace to you, My dear people. I love you. Do you love Me?
Then come to Me by loving Me through loving one another, and restore your humanity’s dignity. Be no longer poor, but be the richness of life’s breath through love!! Ad Deum.

Infinite Love

Friday Truth in Deep Love🤗❤️🙏

“Today I wish to express to My people My infinite love for them. I wish for them not to be discouraged with people who dictate through their authoritative manner and commands. Be loving anyway! Do not follow their error, but follow the way of My Mother. Listen more than speaking. Love, assist others, and pray for them. Do not attempt to debate or be combative if you disagree, but do not allow yourself to be influenced. Follow the way of My Mother.”(From Jesus to Gianna below)

I have to say I have a very hard time with people who crawl down what I call “doctrinal wormholes,” then denounce anyone or anything that doesn’t fit their brand of theology. There are entire sects that practice this kind of behavior, most of whom have never walked through the fires of refinement as they sit in “glass houses” and cast “authority” upon others. These are the kinds of people who had me totally turned off to “religion” in my young adulthood, as they pretend to dictate how the rest of us might be “cast into hell” or something if we don’t walk in lockstep with them. This kind of behavior doesn’t just come from fundamentalist Christians, but other brands of “faith,” or even “new age” thought, or “secular humanism,” as they fall into the trap of believing they are the “enlightened few.” It’s spiritual narcissism at best, and does nothing to grow God’s Kingdom as He has called us to do. It’s kind of funny and ironic that when I was a card carrying “secular humanist” leader, I didn’t think of “secular humanism” as a “religion,” but now I realize that it’s a religion that many of our allegedly “Christian” bodies, even the Catholic Church seem to be gravitating towards as they attempt to walk in lockstep with the rest of the world, and try to remain relevant.
There are even Catholic bodies close to me that practice this kind of bullying behavior, as it comes in all kinds of flavors and varieties. In Matthew 10:8, Jesus calls us to “heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy, and drive out demons.” He doesn’t tell us to drive people away with our ego, which many not only do, it’s something I’ve done myself, in both my former “secular humanist” capacity and my early walk in faith as I was pretty green to the ways of love as Jesus teaches, and trying to figure out what’s true, which I still am in many ways.
At the end of the day, and especially as we get closer to the end of our earthly lives, Jesus calls us to love. To walk in truth, to lead by example, but first and foremost, to love. Not to “cast stones,” or “throw bricks,” but to draw others closer that they might feel the love that will bring them to Him. If we walk in love, others will follow, and the better I do at this, the more I realize it’s true. I pray that we all find the love that Jesus has for us, that we might share it with every soul we touch, and that we usher each other into and through His Kingdom, that we might remain all in, and totally His.❤️🙏
(Reflection by Kenny Meek)

Message from Jesus to Gianna Talone Sullivan, I am Your Jesus of Mercy Vol IV
INFINITE LOVE
(7/18/92)
My dear one, My Mother and I are grateful for the work you do according to Our instructions, but ask now that you dive deeper into prayer. She will take you into My Most Sacred Heart. She takes all My people into My Sacred Heart, where My merciful love flows, who will allow Her and who are willing to give to Me all of their being.
Today I wish to express to My people My infinite love for them. I wish for them not to be discouraged with people who dictate through their authoritative manner and commands.
Be loving anyway! Do not follow their error, but follow the way of My Mother. Listen more than speaking. Love, assist others, and pray for them. Do not attempt to debate or be combative if you disagree, but do not allow yourself to be influenced. Follow the way of My Mother.
There are many who love Me, yet are accustomed to their way and try to persuade others to live the same. They forget that daily you must die to yourself in order that I may live in you and accomplish far greater works. Be open to the dictates of command, but do not allow it to influence you negatively.
Focus always on Me and follow the way of My Mother.
No matter who is difficult with you, exchanging harsh words or instructing you in a selfish, authoritative command, you can maintain peace and harmony within yourself, if you dive into a quiet prayer and never lose your focus. Do not allow people to influence you, even if you admire their ways.
Be yourself by following only Me! This way I can mold you into a beautiful creation in the eyes of My Father.
I love you, My dear one. I love you, My chosen people! I love you now and I will always love you. Never lose sight of the truth. Keep your eyes and heart fixed on Me. Follow the Way outlined in My gospel words. Remember, you live in a world of defect through sin and evilness, but I have conquered the world and died for your salvation.
In order that you follow a peaceful and harmonious life in Me, you need only to follow My simple instructions. That is to follow the way of My Mother. Listen to your fellow companions. Love them and assist them in need and pray for them. LISTEN, LOVE, ASSIST AND PRAY. And if you see error, do not be influenced. Yield to My love, My correction and receive My mercy through My Sacred Heart.
My Mother is the one who can lead you into this depth of My Merciful Heart. Pray for this grace so that you can dive into a deeper contemplative life. No matter what errand or job you do, you can focus in prayer, in love of Me; and live a life of forgiveness of others and harmony through mercy; following the steps through the grace bestowed upon you to listen, love, assist and pray for all. It will relieve your mind of business, and will inflame your heart with a greater desire to serve and live in joy and unity.
My blessings and My peace. Allow Me now to rest in your heart of love for Me. Ad Deum.

The Humble Heart

Thursday Truth in Deep Love🤗❤️🙏

“Be at peace, and resigned to listen and pray; to do good according to the pleasure of God, and you will not be at a loss. If you seek merry things for your own interest, you will not find rest or freedom or peace because, in everything you search for, defect will always exist. But if you are humble of heart, continuously searching to please God and tend to heavenly things, you will secure a lasting foundation, one seeded in great wisdom and purity.”(From Jesus to Gianna below)

“The King will reply, truly whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of Mine, you did for Me.”(Matthew 25:40-45

Jesus loves the executive in the penthouse, the homeless person on the streets, the person in prison, the prostitute, the priest, the bully, the burger flipper at McDonalds, you, and me on equal ground. And that’s what He calls us to do as well. We as humans have a tendency to look up or down on a person because of our perception of “social status,” but the kingdom of God doesn’t recognize social status, and every single one of us, regardless of “social status” needs to be loved.
That’s why I love doing my morning walks in Wal Mart. I don’t think you can find a greater sampling of the various local demographics than you can in Wal Mart, and it’s a lot of fun to go around waving and saying hi to folks, often turning their “desperation” into light. Ironically, I’m still having trouble getting the greeter at the door to smile, but it’s in there..I can tell. He really does want to. I really do try to pour a little extra love on that one. Work in progress for both of us maybe.
It’s also kind of ironic that I’m sitting here thinking I wouldn’t make a good Wal Mart greeter because I’m not a “rule follower” per se, and it’s a lack of humility on my own part that causes me to think that way. I suppose it’s possible that Jesus could want me to submit in humility to Wal Mart management as I would to Him, but I’ll let the Holy Spirit decide if being a Wal Mart greeter is in my future. Not going to fill out that application just yet.
Same goes for “church authority.” Jesus often has a different set of rules than they tend to, and while He calls us to humility, He also calls them to accountability, and it’s hard to call a body to accountability when we put ourselves into a position where we’re required to be obedient to them.
I’ll leave that one alone for now, but the bottom line is just like the meme below says. Love them all. Equally.
Jesus is here for every single one of us, and the closer we draw to Him, the greater our ability will be to see others through the windows of their souls as opposed to how “the world” views them in the physical sense, for everything we witness in the physical sense has an “expiration date,” and the only thing that remains in eternity is the love we share with others. Without “stopping to inquire whether or not they’re worthy.” Only through humility on our parts, and deep love, can we remain all in, and totally His. May we spread that stuff everywhere.❤️🙏
(Reflection by Kenny Meek)

Message from Jesus to Gianna Talone Sullivan, I am Your Jesus of Mercy Vol IV
THE HUMBLE HEART
(7/17/92)
My dear one, it is the humble and contrite heart I will not
despise. It is the heart that yearns for My goodness I will not turn from. I find pleasure in those who seek Me with a fervent heart, with persistence and self-giving surrendering.
A humble heart is a heart who loves what is heavenly in the midst of a humanly existence. A humble heart is one who always wills and desires that which is most acceptable to Me, that which will please Me best. It is one who seeks their will to be My Will always and follows it with a resignation of total surrender.
When I came from heaven for your salvation, I took on for Myself all of your pain, suffering and miseries, not because of the necessity, but because of My mercy, love and charity for you. You, in turn, must give all for all. If your love is pure and if you are humble of heart, you will be free and not held bound to anything!
Be at peace, and resigned to listen and pray; to do good according to the pleasure of God, and you will not be at a loss. If you seek merry things for your own interest, you will not find rest or freedom or peace because, in everything you search for, defect will always exist. But if you are humble of heart, continuously searching to please God and tend to heavenly things, you will secure a lasting foundation, one seeded in great wisdom and purity.
Things will pass away and even My people will pass away with them, but I am He who does not change! I understand all and sit in judgment of vanity and affliction of spirit. So come to Me, you of humble and meek heart – a heart meek with strength, endurance, not losing courage, but striving for good. BLESSED ARE THE HUMBLE, MEEK OF HEART.
THEY WILL INHERIT THE LAND!