Redemptive Suffering

Monday Truth in Deep Love🤗❤️🙏

“My dear child, there are many of My people who suffer, who do not realize that their suffering is redemptive and, therefore, should be received with joy. The closer you achieve the Kingdom of God, the more you will suffer, whether it be physical or internal. For those who are My followers are likened to Me, and shall suffer as I, and carry the cross!”(From Jesus to Gianna below)

Many ministries are born out of crisis. The death of a child or spouse, loss of income, depression, substance abuse, spousal abuse, and the list goes on. These things that place our souls into the “dark night,” a period of “death” where we feel our whole “world” crashing down on us. Note I say “world” in quotes, because the closer we do become to the Kingdom of Heaven, the easier it becomes to transcend things of the “world,” and realize that in “walking each other home” with Jesus in tow, He will give us a “job,” if we only seek it. A “job” or jobs that will resurrect our souls in a way that causes us to bring new life to others who are suffering. I only have to scroll down my Facebook feed and see that many of you who have suffered and are suffering, are bringing eternity closer to home by “clothing the naked and healing the sick and suffering” in ministries brought on by your own suffering.
We heal ourselves by healing others, yet getting over that “hump,” out of that stage of denial that holds us back from growth, requires full on Jesus. Getting down on our knees in full 24/7 prayer. Immersing ourselves in Him in a way that allows Him to bring us up from the ashes that we might serve others. The Catholic Church provides so many great means in which to pour ourselves into Him, whether it be our rosaries, Adoration, daily Mass, or sacraments like anointing or reconciliation.(confession) Placing ourselves at the foot of the cross where He so willingly died for us that all might live in Him is the only way, for there is no resurrection unless we first die unto ourselves. Suspending our egos and remembering that it isn’t about us, but about God’s Glory, and allowing Him in to guide us as we serve.
Jesus always has a place for us if we remain in Him, but we first must “carry our own cross,” and place ourselves at the foot of it as we remember how He loves us. To allow Him to feed our souls with the “bread of life,” that we might in turn serve it to others, and that we all might resurrect in Him, and remain all in, and totally His, from each moment on. It’s all in how we love.❤️🙏
(Reflection by Kenny Meek)

Message from Jesus to Gianna Talone Sullivan, I am Your Jesus of Mercy Vol III
REDEMPTIVE SUFFERING
JULY 11, 1990
My dear child, there are many of My people who suffer, who do not realize that their suffering is redemptive and, therefore, should be received with joy. The closer you achieve the Kingdom of God, the more you will suffer, whether it be physical or internal. For those who are My followers are likened to Me, and shall suffer as I, and carry the cross!
Salvation came to the world because I carried the cross and suffered for mankind. Those who desire My glory can only be glorified in Me through their suffering and cross.
Rejoicing should be exclaimed for those who suffer, for they have been found worthy by God to suffer like unto Me.
My people need to be strong to accept. Pray for them, child.
If they cannot handle the little suffering they endure now, how will they be able to endure the suffering of the world to come? Pray that they accept My strength, for it is only with My strength will they be able to overcome ali maladies.
All must pick up their cross. If they throw it away, only a heavier cross shall befall them!
See suffering as true happiness, for the Kingdom of God is close to all who suffer and offer their suffering for the salvation of the world. It is in the moments you feel abandoned and all alone that you can be sure that your suffering has not gone unnoticed, but that it is redemptive.
Be at peace, as I teach you and all My people to rely on Me; to seek Me; and to know that I am He Who can comfort and grant joy. My people choose to suffer without Me and they carry their own cross, instead of Mine. Do not create your own suffering. Look to Me and follow My way by remaining faithful to My Word. As you grow and come closer to reaching My Kingdom, you shall be deemed worthy by My Father to suffer like unto Me and be graced by the cross.
If you carry My cross with the joy of My peace, even though you suffer, your suffering will be redemptive.
There is such little time, My dear one. My people need time to change. Tell them to use their time wisely by beginning to change now for when the events come to pass which I have revealed to you, they will come quickly, one after the other!! I shall send My designated angels to unveil the secrets.
Pray that, by then, all who desire Me have changed to the good pleasure of My Father.
Therefore, My dear people, receive My strength and endure your cross and suffering. Suffering is redemptive when offered up for the salvation and peace of the world. Rejoice, those of you who have been found worthy by God to suffer.
The Kingdom of God is in close reach for you. Bless you, and My Peace I give to you all, now and for all eternity.
Ad Deum.

My Youth

Sunday Truth in Deep Love🤗❤️🙏

“All My youth are good, but it is the way of today which leads them to evil and loss of self-respect. When their culture does not fortify them in faith in God, and there is lack of family love or support, they turn to whatever means is available to maintain what little self worth is established.”(From Jesus to Gianna below)

How many of us really and truly teach our kids to care for each other? We go to school on the first day, where we have “Phys Ed,” which is good for our bodies, but they’re teaching us to compete with each other as opposed to loving each other, and our souls suffer greatly during those “formative years.” I was terrible in sports, bullied, and felt like I had to turn mean just to survive.
Even as the world grows darker, many of our “church youth” do give me hope, as they are encouraged to do service projects, and they not only go out and “do it,” they learn how to not only love, but to love on a deeper level than many adults ever learn to love in their entire lifetime.
Now I’m not about the kind of culture where “everyone gets a trophy,” but I’m also not about immersing our kids in so much “competition,” that they walk away with their ego either inflated, or deflated depending upon whether they won or lost. School shouldn’t be for that, and survival for me in that culture, while I suppose it “built character” on some level, left me with scars that I still carry. In my quest for survival I turned mean at times, and I hurt people who did nothing wrong. Fortunately the “substance abuse” to which I gravitated for a bit didn’t take too much of a toll on my body, but there is minor residual damage from which it’s too late to recover.
I feel like we as a society need to do better, especially today as the “media” and political systems have devolved into nothing but hate fests, where all stops are removed in order to “win.” The false dichotomy they’ve cast us into on the social level fosters hatred merely by existing. And our kids watch as our alleged “leaders” behave like bullies, lying, cheating, and pulling out every evil manipulative tactic they can just to “win.”
Yet how much of our public resources get poured into sports as opposed to service projects? I don’t have stats, but I highly suspect the imbalance is significant. Service in love doesn’t require a “sports complex” in order to happen. It merely takes desire, effort, and enough cash to cover the costs of helping others.
Service in love is what Jesus calls us to, and our youth are starved for opportunities to do that. Schools aren’t helping or encouraging this, but fortunately we do have churches with interested adult staff and volunteers ready and willing to “teach” love. Not just to “teach it,” but to facilitate the experience of it, because love really can’t be “taught,” as our public schools attempt to do without the benefit of some tangible reality to back it up. Love can’t be forced upon us or bullied into us, it has to be experienced and felt.
Jesus calls us to love, not to compete, and I pray that we as a society can create a shift in public consciousness that might pave the way for betterment. A shift that puts more of us on the path of Jesus for others to follow. A path that keeps His Heavenly Kingdom open for all, that we might remain all in, and totally His. Just love.❤️🙏
(Reflection by Kenny Meek)

Message from Jesus to Gianna Talone Sullivan, I am Your Jesus of Mercy vol III
MY YOUTH
JUNE 26, 1990
My dear child, how I love all My people. I continue to speak to you of My love for them because of the ever-growing flame which exists in My Heart for them, especially My youth.
In today’s world, many of My youth are lost. They are so far from Me. My youth represent the new tomorrow, and yet, too many are distant. Tonight I wish to invite and call back all of My young ones to My Most Sacred and Merciful Heart!
My dear one, the youth today suffer because of the lack of love and a lack of support. They hunger to be fed by being included by their brethren. They will go out of their way, beyond reasonable measures, simply to feel included and of worth and loved! Many of these ways go as far as to pull them into evil behavior. All My youth are good, but it is the way of today which leads them to evil and loss of self-respect. When their culture does not fortify them in faith in God, and there is lack of family love or support, they turn to whatever means is available to maintain what little self worth is established. Envy and hatred builds in them, thinking that love will surface through possessiveness and authority. My young ones are not at fault, for they know not what they do!
Children, as I have said, are the product of the family, and reflect the faith it has in Me! Where is the family love? Where are all My beloved ones? I tell you, even seldom do My families sit down together and freely discuss with one another My love. Parents are separated from children. Children, desiring to be of value to humanity, participate in exercises not beneficial to their spiritual health; all because of the elimination of love from the family.
I have said many times that discipline is accomplished through love. How can My people tell their children what or what not to do if they only speak to them when correction is needed? You must first love with all of your heart and re-spect, before you gain confidence and obedience.
Look to Me as the source of discipline, love and peace!
I shall comfort you and give all the means of loving discipline.
I desire so for My young ones to come to Me, but, how can they come to Me if they do not know Me, or worse yet, do not know of Me?
Pray for My beloved young ones and bring them back to Me, to My Most Sacred Divine Heart. This is the year of My youth. Let all be refreshed in the presence of My Mother, who cleanses and cares for all her children who have been harmed.
Thank you, My dear one, for spending time with Me in the presence of My Most Blessed Sacrament. Receive My peace.

Love Only Me

Saturday Truth in Deep Love🤗❤️🙏

“Place before Me all desires, and I shall take pleasure in fulfilling the good deeds and extinguishing the bad ones. Be expedient then, in fighting the flesh of the mind until it is content with very little, and pleased in being simple and ordinary.”(From Jesus to Gianna below)

It feels like so many “ministries” attached to the name of Jesus, huge ministries, or bureaucracies even, get it wrong by advocating “abundance,” self gratification, and appeasement of the “self” or the ego. They collect hundreds of thousands of dollars doing that as they go “big,” and as the old adage goes, “the bigger they get, the harder they fall.” The Archdiocese of Baltimore is in a state of moral and fiscal bankruptcy in both the abstract and literal senses, as they’ve scrambled to cover up for their own misdeeds. We’ve watched over the decades as so many “tv preachers” have fallen from grace as they gravitate towards “sins of the flesh,” whether they be power, money, or sex related, and hurt the credibility of Christianity at large because they’ve not only failed, but betrayed Jesus as they lead others off the paths of righteousness. Similar things happened to the ministry surrounding Gianna, as they grew too big, and became a threat to the corrupt archdiocese that shut them down. Sadly, that was also God’s will, but I know why it had to happen, as there was a “cancer” of sorts growing within there as well. Fortunately, that’s no longer an issue, as that presumed “leadership” is now no longer involved.
How many of us as Christians really get our “hands dirty” being Christians? Are we going to church to get prayers for financial relief? Or so our family members might abstain from alcohol or drugs? Or are we really willing to step outside of our comfort zones when we leave the pews on Sunday? Are we going to sit behind our desks and “preach” what we think we know? Or are we going to go out, engage, and actually perform acts of service that might set a good Christian example and lead others to follow?
I made note in my head just the other day that many of the world’s philanthropists, have motives that are evil and corrupt, on the local, national, and global levels, as the ego often drives the motivation for success in our perceived “charitability.” What once began with good intentions, grows to a place of success, and rather than turn that “success” back into the project and use it for greater good, that success gets reflected back upon the leadership, and they sit back, collect huge salaries, and receive accolades for all the “good” they’ve done in the world. The Glory intended for God gets placed back upon some human ego, and The Word becomes blurred as we become led astray from that which cleanses and purifies us.
Not all ministries are like that, but many are, and unfortunately, the ones that “are” tend to get the most attention, subject themselves to the most scrutiny, and leave society jaded because they’ve used Our Lord’s Name in vain for personal gain, or appeasement of the ego.
As Jesus has so beautifully demonstrated, all things must die that new life might rise, and if we keep ourselves focused on the little things, the tiny ways we can help, we create a more grounded and rooted path in His Name, that others can truly follow without fear of being taken advantage of. Our bureaucracies and churches will be cleansed by Him, but it’s up to us little folks to provide a basis for Him to work through, with, and in us, that the path we’re leading others down is pure and holy. All of us will endure successes and failures in this, but the successes will indeed outweigh the failures, if we stay on the path, in “little ways,” and remain all in, and totally His.❤️🙏
(Reflection by Kenny Meek)

Message from Jesus to Gianna Talone Sullivan, I am Your Jesus of Mercy Vol III
LOVE ONLY ME
JUNE 18, 1990
My dear child, conform all your desires to My Will and to My good pleasure. Be on guard not to be a lover of yourself, but to earnestly and ardently love Me. My people have yet, much to learn. They are eager and are inclined to do good, but they do not restrain themselves to be reserved to the Will of God! Many times their desires supersede with eagerness and prevent the Will of God from being fulfilled.
Be balanced, reserved; and restrain from hastily carrying out your desires, lest you deceive yourself and be displeased with what you thought would please you!
Place all your desires and intentions before Me and do not be self-seeking. Be certain that your desires are not of your own, but of My desire, which will bring good fortune. Allow My Will to be fulfilled and carried out. Therefore, in any eager desire, restrain and be disciplined to the Will of God by waiting patiently and in prayerful contemplation.
My Will is completed quietly and peacefully. So do not react in the moment of emotion, whether you think it be good or bad! Use restraint in all inclinations and conform to the Will of God. Desires, which appear good, may not be fulfilled and, on the contrary, inclinations which may not appear good, may not be rejected!
Place before Me all desires, and I shall take pleasure in fulfilling the good deeds and extinguishing the bad ones. Be expedient then, in fighting the flesh of the mind until it is content with very little, and pleased in being simple and ordinary.
Place all your desires before Me, and conform to My Will and good pleasure. Be patient people, after you have submitted to My Will, and rejoice for good fortune has befallen you!

I Am He Who Teaches

Friday Truth in Deep Love🤗❤️🙏

“Those who are the first to speak negatively and judge their fellow brethren are the last to notice the truth of their inner conflict inflicted upon themselves! Silence is your shield and love is your weapon against all who persecute.”(From Jesus to Gianna below)

“Practicing the pause.” How much better would our lives be if we all put this practice into practice? To work things out in our hearts, souls, and minds before we affect others in a negative way by saying something we might regret in the long run.
It’s much easier to “practice that pause” in writing, yet we so often fail to do that too, as we hit that “send” button from a place of anger. Our egos, and our self preservation instincts kick in, and the damage is done.
We, as a culture, now a few decades into this internet thing, should be getting better about this, as we keep doing the same thing over and over again expecting a more positive result, yet “we” don’t. We’ve reached a place in our society where so much misinformation that’s fed to us renders debate futile, yet somehow our egos just have that need to pick a “narrative” that appeases our sensibilities, and we feel the need to fight for that narrative, regardless of how many half truths are imbedded therein.
Our ideologies have become so polarized by those who control politics and media, that we become hate and fear mongers simply by identifying with them yet “identitify” with them we do. And we hurl memes, talk trash, and foment division just by being ourselves. This is why I have little to no desire to attend my class reunion this year. Just too many of those out there with whom I have less than zero interest in conversing. I just don’t want to be around some of you, and I’m sure there are some who don’t want to be around me as well, as I’ve failed in this aspect many times.
Now the meme here says “calmness is a human super power,” but I think as humans it behooves us to tap into the devine, for Jesus, if we remain close, and place ourselves at the foot of the cross where He so humbly died for us, provides a place for us to draw love. To turn our frustrations into assets through the humility which He imbues upon us as we draw ourselves closer through prayer and devotion. If we’re working with Jesus our message will always be one of love. And sometimes we have to maintain boundaries and keep our circles managed merely to stay out of the “hate zone,” as that “hate zone” has become so prevalent in our society.
I pray that we, me included, can find our way to Him that we walk this earth in His Light and cast away the fear that’s so prevalent in our society, that we might remain all in, and totally His.❤️🙏
(Reflection by Kenny Meek)

Message from Jesus to Gianna Talone Sullivan, I am Your Jesus of Mercy Vol III
I AM HE WHO TEACHES
JUNE 13, 1990
My dear child, do not be moved by the sayings of men, for the Kingdom of God is not in speech, but in power. Attend to the sayings I teach you, to enlighten your heart and refresh your mind. My words excite in you and inflame in you consolation. I am He, the Master of all masters, Who teaches men knowledge. I am He Who gives more clear understanding to My dear ones than what can be taught by man. Those to whom I speak are quickly wise, and grow in My Spirit.
I teach sincerity and honesty. I teach without the noise of words; without contention of arguments; without the differences and confusion of opinions.
I teach to despise earthly desires, and to seek eternal life and relish it. I teach to be strong and to endure scandals, and to desire nothing of Me but to ardently love Me.
The time will come when I, the Lord of all lords and Master of all masters, shall come to examine the consciences of mankind; to bring to light the hidden darkness and to silence all arguments! I tell you that those who love Me entirely will learn the Divine Truth. For you, a certain person of My Divine Mercy, have learned Divine things and speak wonders because you love Me entirely.
Seek not, by profiting in study, to be more wise or learned by books. Know that whatever source of knowledge you learn always returns to One Source of knowledge, One Beginning.
I teach the humble mind many times greater than any source of reference taught by man. Only I can elevate the mind to comprehension! The voice of books is the same, but it teaches you differently. Only I am the teacher of truth. I am the Discerner of thoughts and the Searcher of hearts, and only I give to all what I judge is fitting and appropriate.
I see the incentives of each one’s heart, and discern their action. I give to some more than to others. To some are revealed the light of My mysteries. Some receive common knowledge; some I appear to in signs. I speak to all, some in more particular ways than others and differently, based on the graces I deem fit.
Know that I am true peace, and the sayings of men cannot harm your soul, if you live in Me! My peace results in a state of being which justifies you, and the sound of words can only echo as in a canyon without substance. Those who are the first to speak negatively and judge their fellow brethren are the last to notice the truth of their inner conflict inflicted upon themselves!
Silence is your shield and love is your weapon against all who persecute. Peace, My dear one! This is your lesson for My people this day. Ad Deum.

Jesus’ Desires

Thursday Truth in Deep Love🤗❤️🙏

“SURRENDER TOTALLY, AND RECEIVE ABUNDANTLY!
What can man do that I and My Father cannot do better?
Allow My work to flow through you, and be at peace. I say peace to you because My peace I give to you totally. Receive it totally by submitting totally unto Me.”((From Jesus to Gianna below)

I think that poising ourselves to fully surrender to God is a life long “challenge.” To even think of surrendering at the level Jesus did, to humble ourselves fully, suspend all judgement and allow Him to work through us and in us, is more than daunting when we walk on a planet so full of resistance.
But thankfully many before us have surrendered as The Word still lives amongst us, as we still see churches on every corner that at least sustain some semblance of “identity with Christ.” I’m sure that how fully each one actually follows and lives The Word could be determined on some sort of “sliding scale” if it were studied, but nevertheless, there are still plenty of “worker bees” doing good work, and sharing His Love and His Light in His Holy Name.
No matter what happens in this world, Jesus is the unchanging solid rock, The Word incarnate in Man, The Way, The Truth, and The Life, and He placed everything He Had, including His life, before us, that we might fully understand the meaning of surrender.
How ready are we to place ourselves at that same level of love, to die unto ourselves when it’s so difficult to even suspend our egos in any given moment?
How do we stay humble with so many other egos hurling hatred, wittingly and unwittingly, as we allow ourselves to get so wrapped up in things that are not of Him?
Fighting hatred with humility seems oxymoronic, but it has been proven over and over that it can, and does work, as Jesus still lives through us and in us, in our thoughts, words, and actions if we only but allow it. That we surrender fully unto Him in all things though our own “agony in the garden,” and allow ourselves to be used by Him however He wishes.
Now that I’ve written this, I need to read it and hopefully follow it, as it’s easier to type than it is to “do.” Thankfully there is much love and support out there, especially from you. May we work together and help each other as we walk each other Home, and do our best to remain all in, and totally His.❤️🙏
(Reflection by Kenny Meek)

Message from Jesus to Gianna Talone Sullivan, I am Your Jesus of Mercy Vol III
JESUS’ DESIRES
JUNE 4, 1990
My dear child, as I opened My arms on the Cross and was naked before My Father, I offered up the salvation of mankind. I gave Myself in oblation to My Father for all. As I gave Myself for all of My people, I ask that they give all of themselves to Me in oblation. I do not want their gifts.
I want their hearts; their total being; all of who they are.
As My people want all of Me, I, too, desire all of them.
What value would gifts be to My people, if they did not have Me, or if I did not give them Myself? It is the same in My eyes. Your gifts are of no value to Me, if you do not give Me your total being! I desire all of you, in order to bestow the liberty and grace of unity.
My people are so afraid. They do not understand. Mankind cannot understand the fullness of My power. If they comprehended the saving works and majestic deeds of My Father, would they not be called wonderful or unspeakable? In order for my work to be done through them, it is necessary that they submit totally to me without understanding through human reason. If they would give themselves to Me as I have given Myself to them, they would be given the knowledge to understand what they would need to understand in accordance to My Father’s Will. It, once again, reflects faith.
Submit to Me totally and undoubtedly! Come humbly before Me in reverence with all of your errors and faults.
Do not be molested with doubts, for your doubts will deceive you, and cause you to fall. Submit understanding to Me, and you will gain the light of knowledge profitable to you. Leave the difficult disputes, and follow the simple and pure path I offer to you.
Faith is required of My people. They attempt to understand the deep mysteries of My Father and search for unattainable things. While a search and inquiry of the truth is tolerable and taught in accordance to the sound doctrine of My Church, caution is requested that they do not search for incomprehensible mysteries which will only deceive them!
Come humbly before Me in faith and give to Me all of yourself, as I have given totally to you. For gifts are of no value to Me if you have not given Me yourself! Offer totally to Me in oblation, as I offered to My Father in oblation to you.
Be faith-filled people, lest you be deceived and lose in the sight of God any knowledge necessary for profitable comprehension. Do not limit your own gifts by controlling what you will allow yourselves to give to Me.
SURRENDER TOTALLY, AND RECEIVE ABUNDANTLY!
What can man do that I and My Father cannot do better?
Allow My work to flow through you, and be at peace. I say peace to you because My peace I give to you totally. Receive it totally by submitting totally unto Me.
Bless you once again this day.