Thursday Truth in Deep Love 🤗❤️🙏
“They know they will meet failure and vices of their flesh along their journey. But they also know that love is the sword which slays these failings and that gentleness of self will assuredly make them victorious in My love. And when the new dawn of My light approaches, it will find them waiting with patience, confidence and hope, having persevered through the night.”(From Jesus to Gianna below)
I spend much more time than one would imagine cursing mean people in my head. Instead of relaxing, going into contemplative prayer and reaching the place of atonement where God wants me, I keep reflecting on the audacity of people whom I’ll likely never see again, and rehearse what I’ll say if I ever do see them again. To “put them in a place” that isn’t mine to put them into. I try to fight narcissism with more narcissism, rather than humbling myself, letting it go, and letting God handle what is His to handle. Every bit of this is interior. As I typed this last sentence “interior” first came out as “inferior.” That hit home as well, as it is in fact, an inferior aspect of my psyche that needs lots of work.
Sometimes I feel like this “righteous anger” is motivational, and kind of provides a “spark” that keeps my soul “alive,” but more than not, it’s just a disturbance of my peace.
What is God telling me here?
So many of us are influenced by our devil possessed ugly media, and I don’t think there’s a bit of this that isn’t fomented by that. I pray for humility over and over, but the ego, and the deadly sin of pride keep kicking in, and even though I appear calm on the outside, the devil constantly pokes, and reels me back in. It’s all just childish “playground emotion,” that I have a hard time rising above.
Hopefully writing all of this will help me process. To remind myself to breathe in the good, and to release the “garbage” to Him. As a good friend just told me; to say “stop,” and to dive as deeply into a prayer, maybe a Hail Mary, and to allow She who was conceived without sin to comfort and protect me, and to guide me to Jesus, that I might stay in His Light. That I might learn to not be so easily “poked,” as that poking is just a tactic of Satan to turn good into bad, and that I have an obligation to God, to myself, and to all of those around me to to “retreat” to that place where love and peace reside. That my actions are reflected in my prayer, and that humility crushes pride and ego.
Not to “turn the tables,” but to practice the virtue of self control that I not allow myself to be pulled into the “chaos.”
To realize that my mission is to remind myself and all of us that we all belong to Christ, and should treat each other with love and kindness despite our differences in opinions. That my job is to “spread the seeds, and to remember that “only God can make them grow.” To place myself at the foot of the cross in humility and gratitude. To allow Him to rejuvenate my spirit and make me whole again. That I might find His Peace in me. That peace that passes all understanding, and that I might remain all in, and totally His. To let it go to Him, and to just love. That’s all I’m really here for.❤️🙏
(Reflection by Kenny Meek)
Message from Jesus to Gianna Talone Sullivan, I am Your Jesus of Mercy Vol V
Lesson # 14
In private chapel at home
August 1, 1995
THE NEW DAWN OF MY LIGHT
My dear little one, the dawn brings on a new day, a new day filled with My love, goodness, tenderness and gentleness. The dawn is the break from the darkness of the night when the light rises and shines through to brighten the pathway of love and the horizon of freshness, hopes and wonders. There is no more fear of the dark and uncertainty of the future. The dawn brings hope for the tomorrow of My love. The dawn enlightens and unfolds My love today.
It is good, and those who persevere await the moment in hope and confidence. They know the night will end and that with time the dawn will emerge and the light will brighten the sky.
I speak these words so that My people will know that perseverance in hope will bring on the new day of goodness. Good will always prevail and love will always be victorious for all who pray, hope and work for tomorrow. Peace in your duties and faithfulness to your responsibilities will ensure victory in My love. There will always be challenges but none too difficult nor My yoke too heavy to carry. The harvest is many but the laborers are few. Those who are close to the reign of God and the kingdom of Goodness work diligently interiorly and exteriorly challenging themselves to grow in My love and mercy, and to be Me. They know the darkness of the night will pass and they hope in perseverance for the dawn of My light. Change takes time. Gentleness is what is needed to meet the challenges of the new dawn. They know it is most necessary to meet all challenges with love and to move ahead valiantly and with courage. They know they will meet failure and vices of their flesh along their journey. But they also know that love is the sword which slays these failings and that gentleness of self will assuredly make them victorious in My love. And when the new dawn of My light approaches, it will find them waiting with patience, confidence and hope, having persevered through the night. I will take these My few laborers and give to them My crown of glory; and they shall help all those who are lost on the way, those who started on the path but became distracted from persevering and stranded themselves in the cloud of confusion. They will be found by my laborers and brought back once again to the pathway of love and will be encouraged to continue on in hope, meeting with courage all obstacles and chal-lenges. With love, gentleness and perseverance they also will rise above them. Look to the dawn, which is sure to rise, the dawn of hope for all who persevere and endure. Peace, little one. Peace to all My people. AD DEUM.